Someday YOU feel

Lying in her bed, this was the fourth time she is glancing at the clock, but still it is showing 12.30 only. Its seeming like clock is on hold, time is freeze, and now she is even tired of taking turns on her cozy bed. 

Today her pink softy pillow is also not comforting her at all. She was never been like this before, something was wrong in her mind. Her stomach was craving for someone.Although, she knew what is there in her heart. But still she was ignoring and trying to be in the real world only. 

She never used to come out from her fantasies though, but someone’s sudden absence had made her to go for self realization, that is why she solely wants to gulp the bitter realities of her real world. But today it was not so easy for her to face everything. And she is still ignoring whatever is in her mind, and she is not even paying any hide on the wall painting of footsteps.

She stood up and put her feet into sleepers lying under bed, and took a walk into her apartment. Suddenly felt happy by realizing that new music system she wants and how can she forget a Goa trip is also she want to manage for this month. So all she has to do is hard work. Aah! Sigh of relief. She loved the ease of accepting the reality.And she moved towards her room, bent for water jug lying on the table, glanced at wall painting. While gulping sips of water, flashbacks started in her mind.She kept the glass down and redid her bed. 

As the night progressed she lay numb with her head rested on pillow, her hands she can feel were so loose, and her heart was empty with no left insane jokes in her mind, which she used to share with. She is still asleep with thoughts in her mind, and she is missing her late night Maggie talks over an explanatory note- ‘this is the best thing in the world I can cook for you my love’!!
She lay quite as ever, His thoughts were soothing her. She is feeling nostalgic with sound of giggles and shouts, which used to happen during pillow fight. She wants to ask her love today that how he is living on earth without his most important thing in the world, ME!!! Precisely, when she is feeling his presence by her side. But she was not able to see him anymore. And a sudden jump from reality again made her to look around her for her Love, who left her alone in this room few months back in a car accident.

The clock struck 7 am. She wake up and caught tears in her eyes. And started to look for Ankush’s sleepers, lying under bed, which use to make her feel nearer to him. Somewhere in her mind she had a feeling that it was her Love only who made her to sleep last night, now she don’t want to tease him anymore, so she started getting ready for her office with a smirking smile on her face after wishing Ankush a Happy Birthday!